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Seeking New Deaths

by Andean Shrine

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Silence 12:21
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Mixing Drugs 01:18
[The dizzying convulsions of a new existence blended perception with turmeric and gasoline. Replace a sick stomach with a sicker stomach and hope that the first step of cleansing is controlled poison. Continue poisoning yourself until you forget what you were curing. Find a new hole to sleep in. Call it home out of some bohemian notion. Realize that this new hole is somehow better than the first.]
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It's So Easy 01:08
Once said: – “Fall for fun or for drama But do not speak Of filth as honor Unless you’ve been Buried, dead, dead – Did you see the lights coming? “ In reply: – “No one said ever I needed to.” Life as play, or life as pain, Which one is the blacker comedy? – “Let me be less of me, Or whatever I am in your shit mind May I be tied to me, And only my own lack of reason?” If you're free let me go Romantics are better in a hole Where we can dream of a time When we were buried dead, dead Did you see a light coming, When you found yourself caged in? If it's so easy to be shit Why aren't you struggling? Why aren't you struggling? When I feel fine.
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I see You 02:02
Things forgotten, Sometimes forbidden, The forgiven hurt more As it washes my wounds much deeper Thus, I see you fading far Violently, and indifferently.
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Alone 01:19
Attention To the youth that leaves you Pay Attention To the time that sees you pass More of the promises You swore would make you die Maybe some death can come in handy now Through these teeth I hear myself Growing gray, loosing hair A new found life of self-betrayal Will make you all you bare And all you wanted didn't matter When you assumed you knew yourself You knew Yourself You know yourself? To know yourself You kill yourself You end the self End yourself Attention To the love that leaves you be Attention 'cause it may be exactly what you need To be away from The side of yourself That won't let you die
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Looking back I found Comfort in the pain Mistaking pain for ache I tricked myself to stay. Pain will bring the light If you're ready to feel The perks of being free And the darker side of the horizon seen Because the light might actually blind you Loose you Guide you Just to the very edge of freedom And if you're sick enough with it You might just have to jump in Fall in
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Violence 03:39
I don't want to know if it happens again. I can't know. Some blows can hurt more than one person. Violence done to you is violence done to me and I can't see or think at the thought of – The act of hitting a door over and over: unbalancing, and satisfying. But who am I hitting, seeing nothing in front of me. Seeing nothing but that ghastly image of you in pain
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Release 01:02
[If there's any godliness in this, it must be now. But in suspecting, thinking, and possibly knowing, I have destroyed it. What are the fruits of discontinued destruction?]
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Ouroboros 00:56
[ My grandfather cried during the last moment of his life because the had lost the ability to speak while on his death bed, thus not being able to relay his last words. These are the realities I was raised on: life is shit, take of your family because no one else will take care of you; now that I've learned to love unconditionally I have no one to love unconditionally Because no one will love me unconditionally except my family] I see the beauty in destruction And You do it so well Yell, cry and shout all at once (you do it so well) Fortunately death is more fun than life Destruction more fun than construction And I'm so glad That throughout our lives we seek to find life in death So let's grab hands and keep dying little by little to feel alive Unfortunately Death is more fun than life Destruction Is more fun than construction Unfortunately Death is where you find life A destruction preceeding That Remember that our actual deaths won't be the greatest moment of our lives So keep looking for life In the death that evades us all
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Searching parts of you Discarded from my use . Raking with the hands Of a colder, older groom But upon finding it I realized that I am actually just l... Striking awkward tunes Enticed some older fumes. This love's leather gloves Are worn outside this room too To guard, my bare fragile skin From the hunger of eyes so pinned; A moment too soon I'm grabbed A moment to soon to see That I'm lost I'm lost in you How do I see my way out of this Sick, sick sex That cycles through our days The sick sex that turns our cum into pus The sick sex that makes our hearts beat blacker blood How do I see my way out of this As we're so entrenched in The infinite mess of love and sex The infinite misery of love and sex The infinite misery of beauty and love The infinite mystery of beauty and love

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released October 30, 2016

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